childish ke aku???

hello.........

da lewat mlm juga kan....esok ak nak kena bgn pagi2 coz nak kena tlg mama anta keta p services aircond...da lame juga aircond tu x sejok...berpeluh je kalo naek time panas ..so esok kena p anta...hope cpt la mr apex tu tlg siap kan..AMIN

SO, oleh sebab itu sepatot nye ak da kena sleep da skrg ni..tpi xley nak lelap juga...nak taw kenapa sbb ak think about something .... CHILDISH ke ak??? korg rase2??? myb kot.....sometime..ak pon rase juga ak ni ngade2..mcm budak2..suke nanges...tpi xde la slalu kotttttttttttt...hehehe..but not to everyone i be like dat....just ngn org yg ak syg n org2 yg rapat je... salah ke ek?? ak mang mcm tu dari ak kecik...ak manje ngn mama, ayah n kakak...tpi sume tu ter STOP since ayah accident n saket.. kalo org x kenal ak rapat...org akn think yg ak ni ngade2..ckp xpenah pikir pasal perasaan org laen..kasar..garang..bajet bagos n mcm2 lagi...tpi sbnar nye im not like dat...ak jadi mcm tu sbb ak ssh nak bermanje pat umah dah...i be the elders sister even im the younger one...ak terpakse kuat kan diri n mentality ak untuk teros kan life ni kan...dulo ak penah salah kan takdir n think kenapa mesti ayah yg accident ..knp bukan org laen....kalo ayah x accident mesti my life will be more more better than now... ak taw salah n x patot ak berpikiran mcm tu...tpi nth la...i miss my father before he accident ... ayah tegas , ayah garang tpi semua tu bertempat....now, ayah jadi mcm budak kecik..yg terlalu sensitif...suke nanges..mare2...ak rindu nak ber manje2..nk merengek2...mesti korg ckp ak ni mngade2 kan..umur da nak msk 24 tapi masih lagi mcm tu...x grow up langsung...tpi salah ke??? ak letey untuk berlagak jadi org dewasa yg konon2 nye mature...skali skala ak nak juga bermanje...mengade2... x salah kan??? tpi dengan sapa????????????????????????????????? =(

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Askm bloggers...uhuk3...bersawang nye la blog saya ni kan...lame btol rase x update...bukan xmo update...act, bz sgt mcm2 nak settle before finish my study....( huhu..alasan yg kukuh kan ... ) So, story pasal nak abes study kan....date 20 january 2012 on 12.oo pm termaktup la ak tamat study d Masterkill University College of Health Sciences... =)

YEI !!!!! finish oledi....lega rase bile da abes study ni kan....so after ni...oliday2 dulo sekejap then pikir nak further or keja je teros then ley collect wit utk get married....hehehe... gatai suda ni nak kawen.... * wahai MUhammad Fahmi abd Rahim...cepat2 la masok meminang...gf aok ni da gatai da ni...hehehe ;p

Actually, da almost 1 week ak abes study...just stay at home...xtw nak wat pe..kepala pon da pening2 thinking about works....what do u think??? just stay for 2 or 3 month at home then bawu cari kerja..atau from now da kena cepat2 cari keja??? aduyai...pening sudah ni...

ok2..xmo think to much...just tgu rezeki yg datang..lagi pon ak da apply SPA..ssh juga nak apply pkai system bawu tu kan..korg da apply??? baek apply cepat2..mane taw rezeki nak keja gov...senang ckit...xpyah pening2 aw....nak kena buang pon ssh...hehehe...so, im done with SPA...Tomorrow laks ak nak p BSN beli no pin UPU utk futher deg...mesti korg pening kan..ak ni nak yg mane 1..keja or study...act, ak nak tgok rezeki mane yg dtg dulo..so just go for it...ye la kan...coz dua2 pon penting...then ak pon xtw nak pilih yg mane dulo...so wait n see je la... ;)

otey nnt kite story mory lagi k..lupe nak cite broadband ak da kena block oleh Mr Maxis...gara2 xbayar bill..padan muke ak kan..huhu....ni pinjam yg kakak punye...hope after dis update blog use my own broadband... peace no war  =)